Frederick Van Wrinkle

FOR FRED (FREDERICK VAN WRINKLE)
May 21, 1999

Mommy misses those sweet little honey almond eyes and that crinkley little face.. Every night i day goodnight to you and weep.... but it is only now that I weep, and I weep many times a day, that I can actually say "even though you are not here with me in a physical sense.... I feel like you are..." In some strange way you still feel like you are with me all the time.... No one will ever replace the love you and I have... You are my soulmate,,,, and I miss you so bad... i wish God would not have taken you from me...... You were my strength, my comfort, my support.....my everything..... I miss kissing your eyes, as I did every night, when we went to sleep and even though you not physically here now... i still do the same every night and say: I kiss this eye and that eye so you see love all the night thru...as I gaze into your picture and then I tell you to come into bed with me now.

How I miss covering you with your blankets, and I still sleep with yours.... my heart will be forever broken....... I miss hearing those little FUFFS... We did not have enough of time together 5 yrs.... you were so young.... but I am so lucky that God lent me you to love.... and nourish....... I will never love anything, person or animal, the way that I love you.........."hey little man mommy loves you and misses you so bad that it hurts... I hope you miss me as much as I miss you and I pray that all those who have departed from me to give you a big kiss every night and hug too and huge wet kisses on those eyes. especially right in between that crinkle on your head!.........

Always remember our song sung to the tune of paul simons love me like a rock......."my mommy loves me, she rubs me, she gets on her knees and hugs me ,and says she loves me like big doggie , she loves me yes she does so much and she rubs me...she hugs me, rubs me , loves me, loves me.... and when I was just a puppy.... ( when i was a wee little puppy), My mommy said to me... when I was just a peiby.. I said now who do you who do you, who do you think your kissing, I was a complicated puppy, We said now who do you, who do you think your kissing, it was not sparky, LOL,....

oh the lyrics will continue forever......... ME and sparky miss you so much....... please stay with me always..... i find it so difficult here without you.. I luv you little man ........ALways and forever and I live knowing we will be together again one day........... forever...

I LOVE YOU....

mommy

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